Down today...

Do you ever feel like you aren't successful?  That's how I feel today even though I start a new job tomorrow I feel like I really am not successful.  I see all of these people I used to go to high school with having realistically somewhat successful lives while I am here just...existing.  I want more than that I want to have my own company or something maybe even just a group of people who work together to create awesome stuff. I really want to be more well known than I am and I just feel like no one notices me or the stuff I do.  I just wish I knew what to do.

Props, Let's Plays and YouTube!

I have done a ton of work on my ODST helmet I need to have it done by the time I finish uploading my let's play of Halo 3:ODST.  The plan is to have a prop(that I create) from each game I put up.  I have the ODST helmet the Halo Reach Needler and Master Chief's new helmet from Halo 4 in the works currently.  I really hope I can keep myself on schedule for my releases of these for my YouTube Channel.  The Channel is Chambs007 in case anyone happens to want to see it.  I may update this with photos of the ODST helmet soon.

Happiness is a choice!

Thanks to Shay Carl from YouTube I feel motivated to be a better me.  I want to be happy no matter what happens.  He's an inspiration to me and I want to be able to make my life better.  As he says many times in his Vlogs "Happiness is a choice!"  and I couldn't agree with him more.  I've been trying to be happier in my life and I have been trying to put out my own content on YouTube.  I hope to someday be able to motivate others and help them to be happy and I hope the content I put up on YouTube can make people laugh.  Going through a lot of negative things and trying to be happy can be a difficult experience but just know that you can be happy no matter what.  I'm not going to pretend that I can be happy all the time but I am going to try my best.  I know that I go through things where I hurt and feel pain but I try to keep it inside so as to not bother others with it.

~Adam~